17 | His need.

A U T H O R

• F L A S H B A C K •

"I said I don't want to go." Sixteen years old Revansh shouted, "Don't shout, Revansh." Nita uttered softly trying to calm Revansh.

"Then tell your husband to explain to me why he wanted to shift to India?" Nita sighed before twirling her head towards her husband, Ajay who was sitting calmly on the sofa and sipping his tea, "Ajay, please tell him the reason."

"I am his father, and I will not take any wrong step that I will have to explain to him." Ajay says in a solemn tone, "Oh, please I know how many good and wrong steps you have taken." Revansh scoffed.

"REVANSH." Nita yelled, "And you also know that, Mom." They were arguing when little Kiara entered the room with her little feet.

"Mom, I am starving." She enunciates while rubbing her little abdomen, "Oh, baby come I will feed you dinner." Nita takes Kiara's hand and strides towards the dining room.

While in Nita and Ajay's bedroom, Revansh glanced at his father being furious, "Asking you again Dad, did you find another woman in India that you are so in a hurry to shift?" Ajay's eyes snapped at him in guilt and regret, "Beta, that was a mistake, and this is the actual reason I want to leave New York. I want to forget all those things."

"Dad, stop your drama I know how true you are." Revansh rolled his eyes and left the room. 

Ajay put both of his palms over his face and the flash from his past deed came over his eyes, it's been a year since that incident when Nita had come to India with Kiara to her maternal home and Ajay was alone in his New York mansion with Revansh.

One night when Ajay was working in his office, some of his business partners asked him to go to a club party and he said yes which was his first biggest mistake. Revansh also called him and asked Papa when you would come home, I am alone to which Ajay replied I am at some outdoor party, I will come in an hour this made Revansh shut his mouth and he didn't ask further, nor Ajay replied anything.

While waiting for Ajay, Revansh fell asleep on the sofa in the living room, but his sleep was interrupted when he heard the sound of a car and some unknown laughter, he thought that his father had come with a business partner, so he looked to his right at the time, it was two o'clock in the night. The door got opened with a jerk and he saw something a fifteen-year-old shouldn't see.

His father with a woman not just a woman but the woman whom he hates to his core, Sheela Khanna who is Ajay's business partner who wants Ajay to be his because of this madness she tries to push Kiara from the stairs when she comes to their mansion for some business talking but her filthy plan doesn't get successful as Revansh saw it and helped Kiara before Sheela do something.

They were not just footing straight, but their lips were in contact, and Sheela's hand roamed everywhere over Ajay's body which disgusted Revansh. 

Ajay broke the kiss, and his eyes met Revansh as he told him to go to his room in a drunk voice, but Revansh's rageful gaze was fixed on Sheela's smirked face and when Ajay saw no movement in Revansh's body, he again shouts at him which made that fifteen-year boy to flinch and rushed towards to room.

The whole night he cried in his room after hearing some disgusting moans from his dad's room. 

"Ajay" Nita said when she saw some tears in her husband's eyes, Ajay glanced in her direction and a tear slipped from his eyes, "Nita, I am sorry, but I regret every single thing I did that day." He cried, he authentically cried. 

It was the very biggest mistake Ajay had made in his entire life, but he begged Nita not to leave him, not to give him a divorce when Revansh told him everything that happened that day to his mother. He explained to himself how he got drunk and how that bitch used him, he even apologized to Revansh, but it was late because that fifteen-year-old boy has already seen and assumed that his father was a cheater.

"I know, Ajay calm down." Nita attempted to repose Ajay when he said, "Let's shift to India, please talk to Revansh." Nita nods positively at his statement.

"I think first we should get some vacation, it will refresh our mind." Nita suggested, "You are right, where do you want to go?" Ajay asked.

"What about Italy?" She softly smiled and rubbed his back, "Will Revansh─" 

"I will talk with him." She says and perceives a perplexed look from him, "I know how to get my son to say yes, and you just booked flight tickets for next week to Rome." A smirk curved over her lips.

After giving some emotional blackmail like every mother do, she finally made Revansh to say yes for this vacation.

A M A Y A

He stopped the car and turned his head in my direction and undisputedly smiled before uttering, "We are here." I gave him a puzzled look, "Where are we?" I asked but he just opened the cabinet and took two black masks from it and forwarded one of them to me.

"Why this?" I questioned, "Oh sweetheart, you have so many questions." He chuckled but continued, "We are a public place, my love and I want some private time with you so I didn't take guards and if someone saw us here it would cause issues. Did you get it?" He completed and caressed my hair as if I were a five-year-old kid.

"You didn't answer, where we are?" I looked at every quarter, but it looks like a highway which has a shore in front. "Marine Drive." My eyes widened in astonishment, I always wanted to be here alone without any security, but I couldn't make it because my father is a big figure in the country, and he never allowed me to go anywhere without guards nor Bhai did do this.

But Revansh?

At that moment I didn't figure out what happens to me, what happens with my emotions, what the fuck happens with my body, and I hastily climbed in his lap before wrapping my arms around his neck tightly. I feel Revansh's body stiffened against mine, he was stunned so do I but without caring about this shit I asked, "R-really?" My voice came out being stumbled.

As I uttered, he got his consciousness back and enfolded his built arms around me, moreover, made me comfortable in his lap before snuggling his face in my neck, "If I can bring you so close to me just by doing this, I will willingly do it till my last breath." He mumbled which made a sudden, giddy roiling in the pit of my gut.

I tried to break the hug when I heard his whisper, "Don't do it, baby, I have found peace after a long time." I halted my movement, and after taking some good minutes he broke the hug and cupped my jaw firmly yet softly in his one hand while his other hand was holding me tightly. His gorgeous countenance faced me before I could say anything he let our lips meet together in a passionate, intense kiss.

I was so in emotions that I didn't even care who is he, what connection I had with him, and what the minacious things he had done, I just wanted him, he made me feel safe even though he kills people, I wanted him to do things which I haven't done till now, I need him. My palm took his hair in a soft clutch as I pulled him closer to deepen the kiss.

Revansh's hand left my jaw and tugged my black colored top out from my white-colored wide-length jeans. I felt his warm fingers caressing my back and sliding upward till they reached my bra's hook. "Ti amo, ti amo così tanto che non riesco a controllarmi." He mumbled something against my lips and opened the hook of my bra.
[I love you, I love you so much that I can't control myself.]

"Revansh" I moaned his name when I feel him cupping my left tit raw under the top, "Mine, just mine." He again mumbled and shoved his tongue in my mouth, he sucked my tongue while his fingers begin pinching and rubbing my nipples. My hands left his hair, and I lightly slapped his chest as I was running out of breath.

Detaching our lips, his fingers shoved my bra upward, but it was still inside my black top, "I can't control myself, I need to be inside you." No, we can't have sex in the car, not for now but before I could protest Revansh again claimed my lips in a ferocious kiss, tasting every single inch of my mouth.

And I couldn't help to kiss him back, our lips were synced together perfectly when I felt him diming the light of the car so that no one could see what unholy things we were doing. He broke the kiss and yanked my top from my body escorted by a bra leaving my upper body naked, blood rushed through my cheeks and ears making them in a crimson shade of red.

Revansh's whisky-colored orbs met mine, which was filled with lust and desire, as he cupped both of my tits in each of his palms, a soft moan left my mouth and I closed my eyes feeling pleasure by his warm touch, "You are so tempting, my love." My eyes steadily opened as I saw him eyeing my naked breast while licking his lips.

He freed my left tit and latched his mouth onto it, "Ah─Revansh." He sucked my nipples like a hungry baby and swirled the muscular organ of his mouth around the areolar, along with squeezing the other tit. "Who do they belong to?" He demanded an answer, but I was so in pleasure that I didn't comprehend what he said or asked.

But a painful moan escaped from me when his finger harshly pinched and teeth sharply bit my hard nipples, he again asked referring to my breast in an authoritative tone, "I asked you something baby, who does they belong to?" 

"Y-you, they belong to you." I can feel him smirking against my skin as he separated himself from my left tit and did the same with my right one. "Oh, god this feels so good." My voice comes out like a moan.

"Yes, moan baby, moan for me. You are mine and let everyone know it." I did, and I did each time when he mercilessly bit or sucked.

After satisfying his hunger he finally withdraws himself from my sore breast which has his mark everywhere with a pop sound, his lips were glistening in the dim light. He eyed me for a good minute, "They are mine and..." He slides his index finger from my cleavage to my navel until they reach my jeans straps and that hit me what if he is trying to open it?

I hold his hand, "No, don't." I mumbled and looked at my pleasing eyes which made his eyes soften he wrapped his arms around my naked back and pulled me towards his chest, "My love, I will never do this if you say no." I snuggled my face in his chest as he caressed my bare back.

"Do you even know what you did to me?" He asked and I peeked at him with a questioning look on my face, "No?" He again asked to which I nodded my head negatively. Revansh gripped my hand and steadily placed it on his hard bulge, it was big, shit, this must be painful.

"This, look how fucking hard you made me." 

"I-I don't─" I didn't complete my words when he crashed his mouth onto mine in a passionate kiss, and after kissing the life out of me he took my bra, and top and made me wear it. I was going to tuck my top inside my jeans when he halted me, "I will do it." Without lusting over it, he lovingly did.

"Now, come." He says and gives me my mask as I wear it before stepping on my feet outside the car. Revansh wrapped his hand around my waist possessively which I didn't mind. My eyes shone as we walked forward, and I perceived nature's beauty. 

"Kitna khoobsurat hai." I say, "Bahut hi jada khoobsurat hai." As Revansh's voice landed on my ear, I whirled to meet his eyes which were filled with love, fondness, care, and focus on my face.

A shy smile curled over my lips as I uttered, "I said to the view." and again twirled my head towards the bewitching seascape. "But my view is you." From the corner of my eyes, I saw him smiling, God, his smile was so gorgeous. 

"Wait here, I will be back." Before I could say anything, he disappeared from my sight, a sigh withdrew from my mouth and again I started to examine the surrounding me, there were so many people, so many stalls of fast food which were just making my mouth water.

After some six-seven minutes, I felt someone lightly striking my shoulder, as I twirled around my heart stopped beating for a second and my breath hitched when I saw Revansh on his knees with the bouquet of my favorite flowers that made my eyes moisture, my heart melts like butter.

"Roses, for my gorgeous girl." He spoke, giving pressure to the 'gorgeous' word. A big authentic smile took over my face, I didn't have words to utter. I never thought I would ever see this man on his knees and that too for me, "Revansh... thank you." I mumbled as he stood up from his place and gave me the flowers ahead of enfolding his arms around my waist.

"Don't thank me, baby, you deserve it all." My eyes softened at his words, I tip-toed my feet and placed my lips on his, steadily sucking on his lower lips as I was not a professional kisser but when Revansh feel my attempt he gave in and kissed me hungrily as he loves.

He broke the kiss and attached our forehead before enunciating, "Just do this, if you ever want to thank me." He kissed my forehead and gripped my wrist leading me towards the bench.

"Can I ask you something?" I asked, "You don't need my permission, tumhara hukum sar aankho par." A chuckle escaped from my throat.

"Who was that girl in the club with you?" What? I need to clear my insecurities, I saw Revansh's expression tensed but he answered, "Rosalia Wright, who got raped I told you, right?" 

"Yeah, but what connection you have with her?" He gazed at me with some unknown impression, "Baby, you have so many questions." He sighed dramatically.

"And you have to answer all that." I ordered with all my confidence trying to dominate him, "Are you ordering me?" He asked in an icy voice with an icy expression, he is fucking dangerous.

Kya matlab baazi ulti pad gayi?

"N-no, I was j-just asking, you know." I nervously smiled which made him laugh, "Are you laughing at me?" Ek toh dara diya auske baad hasta bhi hai? Woh bhi mere pe like mere pe, Amaya Mittal pe?

I am offended.

Instantly, Revansh shut his mouth and attempted to control his laugh but miserably failed. My mouth is wide open in feigned anger. "You─mereko na baat hi nahi karni hai, jao yaha se." I tried to be in an upright position when he pulled me in his lap, a surprised gasp left my mouth as he griped my waist.

"Mujhse nahi baat karogi toh kis se karogi, jaan?" He brushed his lips on my cheek, "Bahut log hai jo mujhe pasand karte hai aur mujhse baat karne ke liye betaab hai." I profoundly rolled my eyes.

Revansh's grips tighten around my waist as he murmurs, "Ek, ek ko kaat ke rakh dunga." A shiver ran down my spine by his threatening vocal and vicious orbs. "I hate it if someone looks at you, I want to brutally kill them, so how do you think I will spare them if they talk to you." I was terrified.

"Y-you are so over-possessive." 

"I can't change it."

I wanted to ask him what we are, and what is the relationship between us because he is not just my best friend's brother, but I can't ask him that, I am so terrified to do that.

"Sweetheart, do you want to eat something?" He asked softly, a bipolar man. "No, I don't want," I said and tried my hand to swarm up from his lap when he husked out.

"Don't, you are at the right place." IT MEANS IN HIS─my thoughts halted by a notification, as I looked at Revansh before picking up my cell phone from the bench.

Bhai: Where are you? 

Bhai: When are you coming?

Shit, I forgot that Bhai has told me to come as fast as I can since, Papa and he has something to discuss with me. "He is literally a cockblocker." Revansh's irritated voice end up in my ear as I perceive him rolling his eyes over the text.

"Don't forget he is my brother." I glared at him, "Yeah, and I already told you that this is why he is still alive." I slapped his chest lightly.

"I want to go home." A chortle decamps his throat, "But I am not done with you yet." Now, the fuck he wants to have sex with me?

I gazed at him with my puppy eyes, and cute pout over my lips, "Oh baby, don't look at me like this, it made me kiss the life out of you before bending you over this bench and─" Before he could finish his sentence, I stopped him by placing my palm on his mouth. 

"We are a public place." He cockily smiled, "Like I care." His lips pressed onto mine in a squishy kiss before picking me up in his arms, "Revansh, I can walk." Ignoring my words he got a little bit down so that I could pick the flowers which I gladly did.

He sauntered straight to his car and made me comfortable on the passenger seat. "Comfortable?" He asked in assurance to which I nodded my head positively. Revansh leans a bit and presses a kiss on my crown before mumbling "You are mine."